What are you not seeing?

Hello you fab people

Happy March. How is it March. How is it already here?

Well quite a few weeks since I last wrote - I have grappled with my hormones a lot, the gift of this grapple and acknowledgement was very clear - that I have a very powerful support system which I am so grateful for. You know who you are - thank you.

I ask the question of this playletter as I have been pondering this all month - what is right in front of me, that I am choosing not to pay attention to - what are my blind spots? We all have a lot of them - even those of us that are busy doing our work, holding up the mirror to ourselves will only be able to see what the mirror reflects back. I have started to notice that a lot of what I miss around myself is the ability to allow myself to see what I have already got, what I already have done. I am very good at pointing out to myself all my failures and what I dont have yet..

This has shifted a little by paying kind attention to myself and my needs and slowing everything down. I also have benefited from some time in Glastonbury with two dear friends where we did all the spiritual work and felt the power of the land.

I also have noticed that my creative work is flowing freely and easily - I am in two weeks off to Australia to the Melbourne Comedy festival and I have (small shriek of excitement) been accepted to one of the big three venues in Edinburgh festival. I am going to be relaunching my podcast Clowning Around Again in May and I think I may have secured a very big name for my first guest. So it is all flowing - this is what I am choosing to notice.

I am also noticing how much I am craving people and connection - my desire to have a team here in my studio is strong and I think that will happen over the next 12 months - my inner circle is growing and I love it - a group of women in business coming together and held in a magic circle three times a month online - what is not to love. This month we are chatting kindness - powerful.

As I write I see what is emerging for me - a deep need for connection, community and care and one where I connect and help others and myself to really remember what in essence it is to be human.

Last week I did four gigs in three days - all were different. All were powerful. Doing my show in a Hospice though… it was humbling and I do not use that word lightly. I am still integrating all of that experience - creating stories and sharing my truth for people who are dying is an experience I will ponder on for longer.

So yes, this is what I have been choosing to notice. I wonder what you have been seeing? I wonder what you have not been paying kind attention to. Maybe this play letter is your moment to notice.

If this has landed with you let me know - join my Inner circle or just message me - we are all humans just doing our best I think.

Hugs

Em

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